[ot] [!nt] \n2+0\ letter 2 you
integer at www.god-emil.dk
integer at www.god-emil.dk
Thu Jan 11 04:37:23 CET 2001
letter 2 you:
i have always been aware of an image of multiplicity of selves.
my initial concept of humans around me was that all of them were
coordinate[s|d] into a WHOLE. whereas i was made of a multitude of selves
of fragments. i know i was upset as a child to discover that we had only one life.
it seems to me that i wanted to compensate for this. or perhaps it seems
as this when one follows all of one's impulses and they spiral in different
directions.
when i was happy - always at the beginning of a love. euphoric.
i felt i was gifted for living many lifes fully.
passion gives me moments of wholeness
you have built a false concept of wholeness under the
pressure of an artificial unity.
yet i explode and fly in all directions.
some day i may be reassembled as one.
you shall never know. you cannot posses without loving.
- but listen i do not speak well. i wish to write to you.
- why +?
- because i consider you the last life form on this planeta.
- your eyes seem to be expecting miracles.
- will you perform them +?
nn. multiple personalities. multiple lives born of an extravagant hunger.
no beauty. no voice. no presence.
indifference to human order. human limitations + restrictions.
i am full of energy. i write endless letters endlessly.
the heat and fervor of story telling.
you are the full box.
i am the empty box.
who wants the ideas. the fantasies. the content
if the box is beautiful + inspiring.
a world full of ideas. fantasies. content.
is not a full world.
the 1st birth is often a failure.
letter 2 you:
you mystify me.
an - slightly fragmented.
nn. there is the 2nd tasting. the delayed reaction. the world is a carnival.
the question is : is everyone else like me
pre.konssept!n
meeTz ver!f1kat!n.
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Netochka Nezvanova - flowing unilaterally -
f3.MASCHIN3NKUNST
@www.eusocial.com
17.hzV.tRL.478
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